by Styrax Lee
Sun Ying 's studio was now empty, because of her solo exhibition, the works had been shipped to the gallery. Currently was the dog days of summer, and it was so hot, instead of painting in the living room, she had moved all her painting materials into the interior cell. As usual, she turned on the music, and ranked the colors from cold to warm in a circle in the palette of the pigments cart. Every time after her paintings were shipped away, Sun Ying just wanted to paint more, as she felt " the studio is empty, so is my heart ".
A small oval painting stood still on the easel - that was a Sun Ying style bust portrait, the figure inside stood under the flowers looking out from the picture in the quietness. Unlike most of her past works, in which the figure of a little girl often appeared, this time turned into a quiet demure woman.
"The little girl has grown up? " I joked.
She shyly glanced that work over her shoulder, said smilingly: "Ah, I didn’t deliberately want to mature, unconsciously, perhaps it’s because I have grown up. "
The greatest feeling about Sun Ying’s new paintings, is that those "cute little girls " in her paintings begin to precipitate in the background, going through more delicate experience in the heart. That little girl, which was once in the painting taking forest, castle, nuts, her beloved rabbits, bears, giraffes and squirrels with her off to voyages, although still dreaming about gliding with the whale in the forest under the night sky, has bid farewell to the initial simple, superficial "cute " state, instead, now she has possessed a more abundant and calm soul without the loss of romance.
Sun Ying had meant for painting since she was little, however finally got into Beijing Film Academy majoring in Stage Art Designing. This is somehow reminiscent of a similar experience of one of the most famous artist Chen Fei. After her graduation, she have worked in a film crew, then engaged in media, but the more she contacted with artists and galleries in work, the stronger her inner was desiring for painting. Back then, Sun Ying was a fan of the fledgling female artist Chen Ke 's bright colors, she also paid attention to Liu Ye 's works - these secretly prompted her that turning the picture emerging in her mind to a real work is nothing impossible. In 2008, when she finally plucked up the courage to pick up the brush after work, she was already 25.
A little late it seemed, but she was very diligent. In 2009, with her husband’s encouragement, she resigned and became a full-time painter, painting, suddenly became a thing that do or die. "After resignation, I was under great pressure, thinking to what extent I could reach, since I had start painting ".
From the moment that she picked up the brush, Sun Ying had got through seven years. The dream she had sailed for, now, is never too far.
Styrax Lee = Lee, Sun Ying = Sun
Lee: Normally what’s your creating schedule?
Sun: About two pieces a month, one bigger, one smaller. I have my regular patterns, I never start a new one unless the former piece was finished, just to avoid distraction. Every day I arrives at the studio to start the daily work punctually as on duty. I get up around 7 in the morning, if in good form, I usually paint until 9 or 10 pm. I always painted at home before, but later there was no room for large paintings, so I found this place as my studio in the community.
Lee: From your formal interview I noticed that, your husband is very supportive of your creation?
Sun: Yes, it was his support that I quitted working and became a full-time painter, if only by myself, I 'm afraid I have not such courage. So many years he has always been supporting me, he would give me a lot of advice about each and every piece - he told me you have to make your work more in-depth.
Lee: What does he do?
Sun: He studied sculpture before, now he is in IT industry. Many of his advice and suggestions about my works turned out to be right. My first solo exhibition was in March 5th, 2011, I remember quite clearly. Before the exhibition I took my works to the gallery, where I also received similar feedbacks – to push my works deep-going. Sometimes, bystanders’ voice is requisite, it help me re-examine my works.
Lee: Since you re-picked up painting brush, it’s been seven years, when is the most difficult time for you?
Sun: Looking over the past few years, each stage I had encountered different difficulties. But the most difficult part is still at the beginning. In fact, I’m not that kind of person with an impulsion to resign and do the thing that I like to do. I was under great pressure when I just quitted, as I kept it back from family, and I didn 't know if I can work it out...... But since I had started, I have to see how far I can go.
Lee: Did you set a time limit for your adventure in painting?
Sun: Yes. So I was working very hard, painting for my life, and was riddled with anxiety. Time and energy invested in painting went far beyond which I spent at work. Just like this, I pushed forward my process incessantly one work after another, and it was truly useful. The procedure of painting needs constant repeat and perfection, continuous improvement. But it should be said, I was quite lucky, because only painted two years were Gallery found, made the first solo exhibition of her life. But it should be said, that I was quite lucky, because after only two years of painting I was found by the gallery, achieving the first solo exhibition in my life.
Lee: When you started painting at home, did you ever think about how to make more people notice your paintings?
Sun: I was very eager to find a suitable gallery to co-operate with. But at first I can only post my works on the internet.
Lee: Back then which internet platforms did you choose?
Sun: The first one was Artron forum, then in 2008 I registered in Douban. This may have something to do with my work experience in the internet media, I have this kind of consciousness. After all, sharing and letting more people see my works, is not necessarily a bad thing. By posting on the Internet, people started online communication with me. It can be said that in all, I found a sense of belonging in Douban, there were more and more netizens’ support, being fans of my paintings, the comments below every picture were filled with their blessings and expectations, which virtually gave me great encouragement and inspirations.
Lee: How did the gallery find you?
Sun: Someone mentioned Line Gallery to me, saying their style is very suitable for me, but my works weren’t mature enough at that time. After establishing contact with gallery staff, they continued to pay attention to me and my works, as a result, the quantity and quality of my works had been raised within a year. After watching the original pieces, we decided the date of my first solo exhibition.
Lee: What is your feeling about the upcoming third solo exhibition?
Sun: Every pace on the way is not so easy, a solo exhibition is like a stage summary for a semester. Every solo exhibition, is not only about the quantity, but also but also about the quality, in which people can notice your growth, your changes. And these differences, seem easy and smooth, in fact, I have experienced many hardships and self overthrow. If painting was initially about interest and devotion, it’s more about earnest and persistency. If the paint is initially with interest and love, now a more serious and persistence. I’m very pleased to usher in my third solo exhibition, it at least means I keep moving forward. I benefit a lot from every exhibition, many new friends and even strangers, and their views on my works, which are quite precious for me.
Lee: My impression about your new works is that the arrangement of ideas and depth in the images became more abundant. For instance, your new work The World in a Flower: the hummingbird girl looks into the center of the flower – a new world where the ship is sailing away.
Sun: Yes, many people didn’t notice in this tiny detail in this work. The fully covered image, a sharp contrast of the girl, the flower and the ship, are both attempts that I want to try in composition. This piece is also a beginning of this batch of new paintings.
Lee: You also began to challenge paintings with larger sizes, there is even a work named Always by Your Side with a huge size of 200x390cm, which is something you never tried before.
Sun: Indeed, I tended to be conservative in the composition before, almost all my works were center alignment, but now I start to spread out my expressions, with stronger visual impact. After I created The World in A Flower and Hide in the Corner of the World, etc, then I returned on the depiction of individual characters, because I think I haven’t painted enough about this theme. Starry Sky can be regarded as a big changeover among these works. This picture was such a pain for me while painting, which took nearly one month. According to my formal experience, this work should be
finished in a certain degree, but I still wanted one step further, so I tussled with it from March to April.
Lee: What do you mean by tussel?
Sun: Pitting against myself ceaselessly: it seemed not bad, but I still wanted to erase and redraw, to amend repeatedly, and then started all over again, until satisfied.
The standard of satisfaction is constantly upgrading, I also become more and more strict to myself. The picture sometimes needs no less than five to six times’ do-overs. The climbing is for sure difficult, but after getting over the summit, you will suddenly become bright open, and then, the next challenge.
Lee: After you finished this work, you went to America for a trip?
Sun: Yes, we went to the America and took a road trip for a month. We watched a lot of masters’ piece at Art Institute of Chicago, then headed for Yellowstone National Park, and wandered in San Francisco and Los Angeles, visited the J. Paul Getty Museum in LA.
Lee: It was the first time you watched the masters’ original pieces in the foreign museums, what about your feeling?
Sun: I learned a lot in painting techniques, and realized that it was very helpful in craving for the deepness. Although I had previously seen some masterpieces in domestic museums, it’s still far less impressive. Van Gogh, Monet, Edgar, Renoir, etc, these masters’ pieces were only seen in the albums before, when the original pieces were right in front of you, this kind of vibration and excitement can not be expressed by any languages. What’s more, you can take pictures in the museums, and they didn’t pull on a stiff rope in front of the work, keeping a watching distance. This close feeling will make people feel very warm, very calm.
Lee: Apart from the museums, the scenery of Yellowstone National Park has any influence to your creation?
Sun: Sure, I painted Guardianship when I came back, the elk in this work came from the impression to the forests, animals and natural scenery of Yellowstone. This experience brings me a lot of inspirations. In my previous works, there are a lot of animals: rabbits, bears...... But they were from my imaginations, this time the spectacular creature of nature, brings me new feelings I cannot express. Later I painted See You, Amelie, the rabbit shaped clouds in the sky of this picture, were just from the association of a photo that I took of the sky above Yellowstone. The scene reminded me of a scene in the movie Amelie.
Lee: Now let’s talk about the largest work of this exhibition - Always by Your Side.
Sun: I had been struggling before I started – should I paint a work with such a huge size. For me, there are so many challenges and problems that I need to confront. After taking account of the composition, I decided to draw such a triptych, which two days only to draft the grounding. From composition to depth, it’s a totally different thing from a small size painting.
Lee: How much time did you spend on this work?
Sun: Three months. The last month was to adjust the details endlessly. I wanted to express the sensation of the whale flying above the forest in the night in my imagination.
Lee: Like you said, you haven’t drawn enough on the theme about the little girl, so I’d like to ask: what kind of figure the little girl is in your mind?
Sun: In fact, these figures I painted all exist in respective scenes. They are not specific individuals, more like some kind of sentiment, which will resonate with some viewers, saying "this is me ". In my works, I didn’t search for myself through drawing girls, but it’s possible that I have inadvertently brought my sentiment and emotions into the works during the process. In the past I also have tried to paint boy, but it felt not right. Perhaps it’s related to my original intentions. I like watching many photographic works focusing on female, for instance the Japanese photographer Shinoama Kinobu’s works, the beautiful and fresh atmosphere has been always attracted to me.
Lee: Comparing to the past, currently what has changed in the expression of creation?
Sun: Now I don 't want cute feeling, hoping that my style become more mature, and the finish of the details be more relaxing. Like the water surface in The Little Mermaid, or the trees in the background in the earlier Peach Flowers - they all have a comfortable impressionistic atmosphere, I wish I can maintain such a state as much as possible.